Oh, our life is hard. During weeding time we pray we will not get sick because it takes all our strength and time to keep on top of the work. The hardship is nothing like it was before, though, when we had to spend days gathering spirit offerings. Then, if a bird crossed our path, we had to give up working for that day. Also, we couldn’t eat good food and salt to give us strength. When there was sickness, we had to have a say-am (a ceremony to consult the spirits and give sacrifices to the spirits). That was hard. We were afraid. I don’t see spirits anymore, but if I am afraid I try to sing songs about God and keep my attention on Him. I’m not afraid like I used to be. Of course, I am still afraid of snakes though. I really miss service when you are gone. Sir Jonathan’s teaching is clear and easy to understand. Some people talk and laugh, but I try to pay attention because it is important to me. I like the scripture Jonathan gives us because I can read it and it is in our language so it is easy to understand. My life has had sadness and often I cry when I think of my baby and mother who died this year. But I have hope that I will see them again in heaven. I am so glad to know that.